Today...i was able to spend some time in the word and was drawn to Psalms. It hit me real good. I felt the word and it spoke to me. I need to stay focused on Him and through everything I need to make sure I am Praising Him. From the heart. I may to feel like it all the time but I need to Praise Him. If I can do this I think I will feel so much closer to Him and more at peace. I need that peace so much right now. I need to feel like everything is going to be ok...that everything is going to work out. I need that. I need to feel Him close to me. I KNOW He is there but in so many ways I am the one who stops. I stop believing. I stop hoping. I stop having faith. I STOP. I need to stop doing that (teehehehe...stop stopping!!). Today i did and tomorrow...well it is not here so I need not concern myself with it...right? HA!! that is another story. So for now...I praise Him for loving me and mine and for looking down and watching over us. He told me a few months ago..."my ways are not your ways..." Help me to remember that everyday....

i thought i would look for some meme's and found a few new ones!! wahoo!!! It has been so "heavy" in my world lately I wanted something fun!! Work is crazy (end of year reviews and death...), hunny bunny's world is crazy so it affects my world (I would not have it any other way!), new puppies, baby girl and ...life!!! I am sooo hoping this is not what is to come in 2009! If it is I see myself having to make time for me or I will go nuts!!! I will say this..the one constant is God!! and I soooo need a constant right now! I am so happy to know He is there and though I may not always reach for Him I KNOW He is there and it helps sooo much!!!! My one constant!!! He does not change and His world is not rocked by craziness!!! I am so thankful for that!