Enough already!!!! I am soooooo over this!!! When will the madness end??? When will I be normal again? When will I wake up and feel refreshed instead of headacheeee? When will my throat not scratch??? When will I have energy to walk to the washer and put a load of clothes in without feeling like I walked 20 miles??? When will I be NORMAL???? It has been over a week??? I know I pushed myself...went to work everyday when I should have been resting. I know I should have slept more and drank more water. I know these things but I did not. Ohhh well....time to move on body! Time to get over it and get well!! Come on...I have things to do, a life to live and you being sick and tired is not helping me!!!! I NEED TO GET WELL!!!! I want to scream and yell (but it would make me exhausted and I have work tonight....uuuggghhhh!!!). And the worst part is...two of my agents are sick at work (this will be the 3rd round in my group...) and my baby girl came home from school feeling yucky!! AAAAUUUGGHHHHHH!!! When will this madness stop????????? WHEN??????

another week...and i am still not feeling well. i am soooooo tired of this! It has been a week and I so want this over! *sighy* I cannot wait to feel "normal" and have some real energy!! Having only 1 day off this week does not help. *sighy* Anyway...time will help and more sleep (yes, more sleep!!).

ok...i know i do NOT want to do this but i have some errands i need to run and i know this is my one day off so...yucko!!!! I am sick and i think i should rest...but life calls!!! i mean do bills care if you are coughing up phlegm and have a dry scratchy throat? Does it matter if i feel so worn out and gross when it comes to buying groceries and doing laundry? NO!!! Life goes on.... and yes, errands must be done...and in some cases today!!! yucko!!! i guess i am trying to "type" myself into bypassing my bed (or the couch) and heading towards the car... i wonder if this will work?? Think about it...if I get the things on my list done I can come home and feel good about myself as well as accomplish things...but i will be exhausted and maybe i will set myself back??? hmmmm??? Maybe I need to go to bed, read until i fall asleep and then take a nap....sounds good. So good!!! But...yucko!!! What to do??? And...i just thought about it...it is a holiday...so...kids are home which means they are out with their parents...which means more people are out and it will be busy and i don't want to deal with busy....hmmmmm...

Yucko!!!! what a way to end my work week and start my weekend!! Sick!!! Yucko!! My throat hurts, my head aches and I feel so tired!! It is horrible!! I should have know I was going to get sick when I went to work one night and half my team was ill!!! After I came home from work I "vegged" for a minute and then called my Mom (something weird about wanting to talk to Mom when you are sick...) and then i went out!! I slept all day and had some weird dreams!!! (ok...i digress) I was able to drag myself in the tub for a warm bath and now I have a little energy (it will leave me within the next 30 minutes). I have to laugh because right now I am taking so much over the counter stuff; my house is starting to look like a pharmacy!! Nothing like good drugs!!! teeehehehehe! I am soooo hoping I feel better tomorrow! I hate being sick (who doesn't???). I will say this...when I feel good there are times when I will stop and enjoy being healthy! It helps me to appreciate being able to feel good and alive!!! *sighy* I think I am going to go and watch a movie and snuggle under a warm blanket and rest...