wow!!! this is the 4th day without seeing my baby girl and i hate it. I hate not knowing how she is doing. I hate not knowing if she is happy. I hate not knowing how her surroundings are. Is she happy? sad? having a great time? lonely? hating where she is? loving where she is? missing us? missing her home? spending wonderdul time with God? counting the days before we see her? I HATE NOT KNOWING!!!! I do know she will be camping this weekend. I soooo hope she has fun!
i am doing ok. i just wish it was Novemeber and we were on our way to the airport. *sigh*

so much going on...
feeling so many feelings...
how do you turn it off...
so you don't feel...
at least for a day...
an hour...
a few minutes...
does it seem cold to want that...
but then isn't cold a feeling...
and would i regret it...
not feeling...
at least for a few minutes...
so much going on...

Lot's going on these last few weeks. My Grandmother passed away. My baby may be leaving us for 10 months. WOW!!! Life is being life right now and I am feeling it.....

NEVER FORGET

I have been watching a few movies lately and 2 of the most recent have been...



OK...this was a cute and funny "chick flick". Boo and I watched it and it was extra cute because we just came back from Vegas! If you are in the mood for something cute and "Chickie" I would recommend this one!

Wow!!! This one is hilarious!!! We laughed from the start (if you see this at the movies do not stop to get pop if you are running late...you so want to see the begenning!) to the end! There were a few parts where I though all 4 of us were going to pee our pants!! I recommend this one but do not bring youngsters...the language is very "adult".

Today is Tuesday and after a nice four day weekend I get to go back to work...fun!!! I relaxed so much I did not accomplish anything this weekend (and I LOVED IT!!). Soooo that means I must make up for my laziness and will try to by (hopefully) getting some things done....

* write my cousin Robert
* wash 4-6 loads (still have clothes from vacation!!)
* get some grocery shopping done
* pay bills (yucko!!)
* clean family room and living room
* get my pictures picked up from Sam's
* dowload some pictures from vacation
* start on the "fishing" projects
* get my boss' thank you card done and signed and his gift wrapped and delivered (from team)
* look at possible date to do garage sale (ouch!!)
* finish teams midyear appraisals
* Grandparents Day on the 15nth....hmmmmmmmm

lots to do....let's see what i can accomplish this week....