hmmmm...do you ever get a "feeling" and it overtakes you and makes you feel something? It could be joy, sadness, anger, regret...a feeling. Well, I was working today and saw something (well..someone) and I got "that feeling". I knew...i just knew I was right a few years ago (when my baby girl was in Junior High...but it has nothing to do with her personally) when I had that "feeling" then. I knew....at that moment I knew what I had thought was right. At that moment I became sad...very sad. The sad that makes the sun a little less bright and the work a little more "dark". I went to call hunny bunny but he did not answer. Granted, I could not dwell on it (work has this way of taking over everything!!). However, I was not the same...i was...sad. Well...I am home and I still refuse to 100% process it...but that does not stop the sadness. I guess i could be wrong...but I tell you I am usually 100% on when these "feelings" take over, especially when they are drenched with an overwhelming feeling....*sigh* I hope I am wrong but I am telling you I am not....and I am sad.

Tuesday...time to think about what i want to accomplish this week....

*catch up on laundry....
* fold and put the clean clothes away!!
* pay remainder of bills for this month
* make 4 meals this week
* start planning Thanksgiving weekend (when Gigi comes home)
* send 2-3 cards out this week
* catch up on email
* clean kitchen table
* 2-3 pages in scrapbooking
* start working on my year end reviews....
* exercise 4 times this week
* mid-week service

Boo as "Little Red Riding Hood"

Happy Halloween!

it is Friday...the weekend! wahoo!!

some random thought...
overall it was a good week...the Lord was there and it was wonderful to spend time with him each morning...just us time...i enjoyed it.
i am hoping to get some things done this weekend...time will tell....maybe i will be excited about all the stuff i get done....hmmmmmm....time will tell.
yucko...i need to get upstairs and do some exercise...
work was good...i did not stress a lot and my team is awesome!!!
the Broncos won last night...wahoo!!!
darn...i better watch my personal spending...i am going a little crazy
will we as a country regret the decision the country made on Tuesday?
i am missing my baby girl...
i need to send her a "goody" package
turkey day is coming up and i am not into it or Christmas...i hope i get over it soon...
why is time flying so fast?
i want a laptop for Christmas...a red one...
i wonder if i should go back to college???
*sigh* time to go and exercise...yucko!!!

wow time flies....it is already November 6th! wow!!! I know things go fast but...wow!!! I have been lazy when it comes to scrapbooking. I have been reading (but not to much...it took me a record month to finish 1 book!!! Wow!!!). I would like to say I don't have energy but that is not true. Since I have been exercising I have had more energy...I think part it was I was really into the politics so watching Fox can take up some time....smile! And with Gigi gone some of my happy is gone...*sigh*

Anyway...I am hanging in there (I have been uploading more pictures on Flicker and I ordered some pictures...now if I could just go pick them up at Target and Sam's...*sigh*) I am exercising 3 times a week and that is good. I am cooking more at home (baby steps???)...

Hmmmmmmm....tomorrow is a new day...maybe just maybe "it" will click!!!

Have you voted today????